Never Ending Is what We want.

Cleaning up whatever I have in my room be it dust or gold is a Routine for me everytime I finish my final exams for that particular semester.

Well there is where you have the box of memories flowing through your mind and soul again.
Realizing how Stupid it was back then treasuring all the bullshitted papers under my desk hidden in the box.

I noticed I have received alot of necklace for any occasions but cant remember who actually gave me that. Haha Opps

Anyway, Memories are something God has given to you for you to remember what you have done and gone through.

An album flipping in my mind with scenes of life,
Be it good or bad,
Its a flash back.

and Yes,
The existence of the worst in your life is to let you realize the Existence of the Best. =)

Right now,
I am in Love With this Guy. Sweetest Thing Ever. =D
We have signed a verbal contract without an expiry date.
=D

Anger Burns

The flaming eyes are everywhere no matter where I go.
Can't Be Bothered Much because I can't live like How they Want me to,
Much Of Myself. My Way.
Its Ok You Wont See Me For Long On It, I am giving it a go.
Good for you as this is what you have been longing for.



I cinta Sayangku.
=)

Wave it. Your Toleration.

!@#$%^&*UI($#@!@#$%^&*(&^%$#@!#$%^&^%$#@!@#$%^&^%$#@!@#$%^&

Is What I want To say it out now.
Switch the Zen Mode On Pweatty Pwease.
But they just somehow wanna make things worse or worst!

You as a wellknown fellow watch out. Its going to Hit on you real soon!
I find youre so much better than a shoe shine. probably your side income now?
I curse too much because of everything.
I shall stop it.
Less sin.
Yes.

I found it back.

The emotionally modified car is now found again, not a permanent one but temporary..
with the same driver, the scent of smell and the same ambience.
How can I not release my thoughts with you when we are there together.

He pat my head and comfort me like how he used to..
soothing me with whatever he can.
he is my fren bro. =D
Cannot make it because he is too funny.

Beyond words to describe...
he made my day as usual before I can even decide to end my day with full depression.
=D

*Its just the naughty moodswing that I have right now causing me to feel as if Im in deep shit*
*I'm good =)*
Gold fish.
-redtomato-

素食面包

最近碰到了好多让我变得沉重的事物，
有好也有坏。
感觉说不出来。。有时候觉得还蛮开心但是失落的感觉往往又不知道从哪里冒了出来。
深怕会被你你你看到但又敌不过自己的心情。。


学院生是我目前的代号。
注意力应该是时候转移了，不可以太荒唐地过日子。。
看见你们，觉得生活过的好美满。。
但应该不要看表面吧？


我说我放下了但是可能我还没有, 我自己也不知道。。
吃下一口素食面包，觉得我的口味变太重了。。
反而咬了肉包还更有味道。。
不行哪! 得换口味了啦。。 是时候吃素了。。


你甜蜜吗？ 应该吧？
不想跟你说， 要幸福过日子。
因为我自私。。
也不会跟你说些什么。


想看到你们的恩爱，但又很讨厌看到。
因为不想。。


分别在于，你真的开心吗？
因该是吧。


他今天说了我，

“你是一个公主，要人很夸张的哄你，道歉才会罢休
你是一个很难养的女生，公主， 固执。
你可以很坚决，做出决定。然而心理却一直放不下的人。”



是真的。。

我可以不顾一切去做一些让你恨我一辈子的事情。
让你觉得我贱。 把你的自尊踩在脚下。
可笑。

该放下脚步慢慢让自己好好过，好好走。。
漫长的日子。勇敢吗？
坚持走完。=)

我是一条金鱼。
可爱的金鱼。
我在卖瓜。
笑一下。
哈哈。

-redtomato-